One Of Those Days

I actually wanted this blog to be a positive thing - but I don't want to pretend to you all that things are alright when they're not. I still want to keep the private things private, but the only way you guys can really get to know me is by knowing about the big things going on in my life.

 

Today has just been one of those days when everything has happened at once, and I just need to use this space to help myself process all the stuff that has happened.

Today I lost my job. It's something that I kind of knew was coming, but I still hoped it wouldn't actually happen. Basically I'm not needed after next week, the work I've been doing has been done and there's no more work for me at the moment.

While still trying to keep the private things private, one thing I want to mention is that my financial situation at the moment is pretty bad. I need more money coming in, not less. Now I need to start looking for another job. It could be something I'll stick with for many more years or it might just be something to keep me going until something comes along that I can stick with. There aren't many jobs around here so this could be difficult.

I'd love to be able to turn my blogging into a job and expand from that. Maybe make YouTube videos or start my own little Etsy shop. At the moment I don't think that would be possible just because I have very little knowledge of how to blog properly etc. I still have sooo much to learn about blogging and YouTube. But of course I'm willing to learn!

I'm also going to be moving within the next few months and I'm definitely struggling to accept that. The thought of living somewhere else really upsets me, but I have to learn that it's for the best. Today I've had to sort a lot of stuff out with that so it hit me even harder.

To add to the craziness of today - my shower broke this morning. On any other day it wouldn't be so bad, but today it definitely wasn't helpful!

I'm sharing a lot with you right now but I just wanted you to know more about me. Plus if anyone has any advice on how I could incorporate this blog into a job somehow that would be greatly appreciated.

Change is a terribly scary thing - but it can also be exciting if you let it! We need to make the most of the changes in our lives and use them to help ourselves grow and learn from experience.

Thanks for reading this. If you have any requests for posts please don't hesistate to ask.

Beth xx